So Many Things!
- Jagtress
- Sep 8, 2016
- 3 min read
Hello Wonderful Peeps!
Normally I at least have some sort of idea to what I'm going to blog about. Today is not that day because 1) this is late (I meant to do a post Tuesday or Wednesday) 2) things are happening and 3) I don't even know where to begin.
Let me explain. Things are in the works! In fact, many things are in the works. The first is that, my first ever article is going to be edited and released hopefully soon. (The wait is soul crushing. After 8 hours of writing one article, I wanna know if it's good!). When that hits, you will most certainly know about it!
Secondly, there is something that I've been pondering for a while - since Dreamhack - that is still going to happen just through different means. I am not going to talk about that yet. Suffice it to say, I may have just thrown myself in the fire - in a good way - and I'm nervous O.O I'm trying to contain myself.. and breathe. BREATHE GODDAMNIT. Yeah. I'm a little warped today...
Thirdly, I think I'm doing good things because I was followed on twitter by a person who really doesn't follow people. This person is rather well known and the fact that they followed me back is monstrously huge. One day that will make sense... It's just a Starcraft thing, but with higher ups noticing me, it shows that I'm doing something right.
Fourthly, I've been so busy with things that I've hardly had time to do any editing! So I'll be doing that before I get other things rolling. What I can tell you about that is I'm on the right track. My general concept and premise of the novel make sense. An author I know through FB and newsletters talked about the things you need to have sorted out before writing a novel. Now, I pantsed Nano last year and it works for me. Through editing and thinking about the work after putting it away for a few months, I discovered that I already figured out the things you needed to figure out before writing. I don't know how I managed that, but I guess it works for me :)
So the reason I've not done editing is because life has been an interesting pain in the butt. Everything is up in the air, and I hope that I'll be able to stay afloat long enough for everything else to work out. Behind this screen of mine, it feels like everything is collapsing and there is no hope. I literally don't know what to do. Finding work isn't easy. Time management is crushing me. So I'm trying to just go ham and make things happen. And breathe. *Sings Breathe (2am) by Anna Nalick* (Here's the song)..
Fifthly, Can*Con is this weekend! I'm so excited and so flustered from other things that I feel as though I'm not prepared. I'm only volunteering! I'm not pitching! Why am I feeling unprepared?! GAH! This is what happens when I'm excited, and nervous, and don't know what is happening. O.O
So in short, breathe, be excited, be nervous, and DON'T PANIC. I'm a ball of random right now. As for the rest? Only time will tell about the rest!
Be amazing peeps!
Jagtress.
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